Days I Have Wasted in Nothingness

Days I have wasted in nothingness
Thinking there was so much time yet

Yet to do the things I thought I would do

Yet is here and has gone 
And those things are left in a haze

Words, I could have said

People, I could have helped

Hellos, I could have smiled

Time has escaped me

Lost in the maze of life

Unable to find myself

I believed things would change

I thought I would be happy

That there would be a chance for us to grow

But all the fighting the distaste in our relationship

Has brought us to this place of nothing

No feelings, no needs, no wants, just a stone

Cold, unavailable, untouchable

The wall that we have created between ourselves

One we built around each other and ourselves

Were do we go? How do we get out?

Are there any answers, any prayers yet to be answered?

Blaming, judging, hurting, manipulating

Have built strong walls that need to be blast down

Can we rebuild and start over or is this over?